Something in the way that you live your life, brings me to my knees, you might be perfection I don’t even know, and I probably shouldn’t be speaking. Cuz I can’t make eye contact, don’t wanna freak the others out, and I can’t quite tell that look you’ve got, is that smile fake on your mouth?
How does it feel so divine, but so illegal? Breaking family member ties, if I rip off the seal. And I ain’t never met someone in my twenties who makes me feel so damn funny inside, everything is turning yea I’m not gonna lie, don’t know how I’m gonna sleep tonight.
Yea, I, know- it’s a mystical magical power you hold over me. I, don’t, know- but it’s something magnetic the way that you speak with such ease. I’m super bad at telling if somebody likes me, and honestly it might just be some trauma bonding, told me stories I don’t know what to say to all these, maybe I just need some engineering.
Showing off your muscles like it’s no big deal, but I’m jumping inside with glee, yea you probably don’t know the way that I feel, probably don’t feel the same about me. This back and forth, unrequited love crap, makes me laugh at myself for believing that, somebody would see me.
You got me caught up in slow motion, thinking bout you. Got me so in my head, I’m not good enough it’s true. And I ain’t never met somebody like you who seems to understand me, everybody else thought that I was insane like I was bad as a bitter candy.
Yea, I, know- it’s a mystical magical power you hold over me. I, don’t, know- but it’s something magnetic the way that you speak with such ease. I’m super bad at telling if somebody likes me, and honestly it might just be some trauma bonding, told me stories I don’t know what to say to all these, maybe I just need some engineering.
Is this thing rigged up? Am I a sinner? For feeling this way, I know it’s by design, but it feels so wrong. Now is the jig up? Should I just push aside every feeling, and quietly resign?
Yea, I, know- it’s a mystical magical power you hold over me. I, don’t, know- but it’s something magnetic the way that you speak with such ease. I’m super bad at telling if somebody likes me, and honestly it might just be some trauma bonding, told me stories I don’t know what to say to all these, maybe I just need some engineering.
M.A.L.C.O.L.M
