Shifts in the energy

I can feel shifts and changes in my energy ,I’ve been askin dem for help, I don’t think they hearin me , the monster has awakened it’s tryin eat at me ,weed is the only thing, I have for therapy ,This is a cry for help ,this is a note 2 self, I feel like I’m trapped, in a spell, i wanted to create heaven ,seems to me ,I built a hell ,thats why kEep on going threw hell ,its like getting caught for a crime ,and can’t make bail ,it’s like gettin a box of crackers ,and there stale ,I don’t believe in wishes, that’s to much money thrown in a well ,I feel the shifts in my energy ,I know I said it once, I don’t think der hearin me, when that monster loose, it can get scary I’m at my point I don’t need someone to dear me ,they got a spell on yooou this shit hocuss pocuss the plague wit da locusts I ain’t fuckin wit dem if I don’t know der motives I tried to hide the monster now monster wants some love I can hear the demons buzz like sum bugs the monster wants to eat he’s tryin to get some grub I gotta bury this demon put his ass in the mud send him 3 hot ones hit em wit dose slugs grilled em up like a chicken dry rub clean the kill off me gotta get in the tub Wash that off I m done it’s time to father the gAme make rise like the sun

that’s a different type pun love my daughters I love my suns every female to me is moms keep up do you know what I’m on I’m jammin like jamakins man he chopped liver fried bacon cookem well done now that’s a demon slayed a monster that got caged