[Intro: Rapid Ticking Clock, Anxious Breathing & 432Hz Isochronic Pulse]
(Mmm, yeah...)
(Inside my own head again...)
(S-S-Starting the war!)
(Listen close now)
[Verse 1: Intimate, Close-Mic, Breathy Delivery]
I spent too long fumbling in my own dark mind
Constantly putting myself down, leaving my peace behind
Planting these heavy seeds of doubt, letting the worry grow
My self-esteem is dropping low, putting on a hollow show
Why do I start these quiet wars inside my own chest?
In the very moments when my spirit needs to find a rest
Always checking the perimeter, expecting everything to fail
Trapped inside a mental cage, locked behind a heavy veil
But I know that things are gonna get better on this road
I’m choosing the light to help me carry this heavy load
[Pre-Chorus: Fast Snaps & Rhythmic Snare Drum Build-Up]
Taking action is a quick reaction, making matters worse
Reasoning is out the window, choking on a silent curse
I’ve hit the wall, and the tension is starting to peak
(R-R-Repeat, repeat, repeat!)
[Vocal Stutter] (E-E-Enough!)
[Beat Drop: Insanely Heavy Growling Wobble Bass & Laser Synths Explode]
[Chorus: Aggressive, Empowered Belt with Digital Glitch Vocals]
I am done being my own worst enemy in the dark!
No longer letting the doubt suffocate my beautiful spark!
No faking a smile while my spirit is screaming for more
I’m taking all my power back and walking out your door!
Yeah, the battle continues, but I’ve drawn my line today
I’m stomping on the shadow, washing all the gray away!
(Washing it away, yeah!)
[Verse 2: Snappy, Melodic Rap-Trap Flow]
I’ve made my promises, I’ve set my goals from day one
But the enemy is whispering that everything I’ve built is undone
I’ve wrestled with my past, I’ve dragged the wreckage through the dirt
But I won't let the ancient fear dictate my current hurt
I am too strong to let a temporary storm bring me down
I’m made thick as a concrete wall in this crowded town
I see the divine architecture of the woman I am meant to be
Reclaiming my sacred space, reclaiming my spiritual sovereignty!
[Pre-Chorus: Fast Snaps & Rhythmic Snare Drum Build-Up]
Taking action is a quick reaction, making matters worse
Reasoning is out the window, choking on a silent curse
I’ve hit the wall, and the tension is starting to peak
(R-R-Repeat, repeat, repeat!)
[Vocal Stutter] (E-E-Enough!)
[Chorus: Aggressive, Empowered Belt with Digital Glitch Vocals]
I am done being my own worst enemy in the dark!
No longer letting the doubt suffocate my beautiful spark!
No faking a smile while my spirit is screaming for more
I’m taking all my power back and walking out your door!
Yeah, the battle continues, but I’ve drawn my line today
I’m stomomp on the shadow, washing all the gray away!
[Verse 3: Raw, Intense Spoken-Word over Quiet Glitch Bass]
They want me to be quiet, they want me to stay small
But I’m pulling down the old books, clearing off the shelf and wall
This is my transition, this is my sacred release
Walking out of the winter and straight into His unshakeable peace
I am beautiful. I am strong. I am loveable. I am me.
At the utterance of my Savior's name, my spirit is completely free!
(Ka-ra-ba-sha-ta! Change my name!)
[Outro: Slow Outro Fade, Rhodes Piano & Soft Rain Effects]
My mind is clear.
No more worry.
My metamorphosis is complete.
My babies are blessed.
I am whole.
I am me.
(Mmm... yeah... amen)
[Fade Out]
[End]