alayna Michelle

This is a song to a very special and most of all beautiful woman in the whole world aka my wife baby I just want u to know all the things go through u helped me and I just want to be good enough for u I want to me the man you want I want to be more then that i want to work hard to show u what real love is cuz u don’t get that and I don’t think u have ever seen that now ik this is hard ik live is trust me ik but u just got to keep pushing though it and don’t worry baby your not. Alone anymore I have u and u have me like I told u i not here for your body or anything else I am here cuz I love u and want to show u how love feels cuz me and u both have never had that I just want u to know u are the most beautiful girl in this world and I want to help u I don’t want u to leave me I don’t want to upset u if I make u mad just show me how cuz how much I have been hurt yes it turned me into a monster but that is the old me and I trying so hard day by day to keep that hidden cuz to be honest I never want u to see me like that or I don’t want to tell u any of my feelings cuz I just scared I am going to get hurt again and again or u will use it against me and if u say show them u may be ant to think cuz I don’t I’ll be mad crying hurt scared all at once u will see a change but u just got to sick with me and help me though it just like u did when I was in the deepest whole I have ever been in and some how just hearing your voice and seeing u and know that u are ok just put a smile on my face something that I had not did in a year I just want u to know you are so beautiful and I will sit here day by day until the end of time I love u so much I just want u to feel ok and love