The noise inside my silence by foxy_flux - Zona

The noise inside my silence by foxy_flux - Zona

Lyrics

[INTRO]

[Ambient noise bed, tape hiss texture, sparse piano hits, sub-bass heartbeat pulse slowly fading in.]

Distant static, soft piano notes, breath caught in reverb

I learned how to disappear

without ever leaving the room

[VERSE 1]

[Minimal beat enters: soft kick, muted snap, low atmospheric synth pad. Vocal doubled with whisper layer slightly detuned.]

I smile when I’m not even there

nod like I’m made of air

conversations pass right through my skin

like I was never part of them

I got real good at being quiet

like silence is a kind of riot

nobody hears what I don’t say

but it still breaks me anyway

[PRE-CHORUS]

[Rising tension synths, filtered riser sweep, percussion tightens, heartbeat kick becomes more defined.]

there’s thunder living in my chest

but I keep it under rest

if I let it speak too loud

it would burn this whole place down

[CHORUS]

[Full drop: heavy cinematic pop drums, distorted bass, layered vocal harmonies, emotional synth leads, wide stereo reverb, subtle industrial undertones.]

there’s noise inside my silence

screaming where nobody’s listening

I keep it locked behind my ribs

but it keeps on insisting

I look calm, I look fine

but I’m breaking all the time

there’s a war nobody sees

and it sounds just like me

[POST-CHORUS]

[Beat half-drops, glitch echoes, reversed vocal fragments, atmospheric decay.]

don’t ask me what I feel

I might actually answer real

[VERSE 2]

[Beat stripped back, ambient pulses return, faint piano motif repeats, glitch percussion subtly stutters like mental fragmentation.]

I laugh in the wrong places

lose time in familiar faces

I rehearse being okay

like it’s something I can say

but my thoughts don’t sit still

they climb walls against my will

I look composed, I look still

but I’m never standing still

[PRE-BRIDGE]

[Build begins: low strings swell, rising white noise, kick drum slow pulse returns.]

I don’t need saving

I need silence that doesn’t scream

[BRIDGE]

[Cinematic orchestral lift, emotional swell, layered choir pads, increasing distortion and rhythmic tension.]

if I open my mouth

it all comes pouring out

every thought I buried deep

waking up inside of me

I don’t fear the dark outside

I fear what lives inside my mind

so I stay polite, stay still

while it climbs against my will

[FINAL CHORUS]

[Full production return, biggest version yet—expanded drums, saturated bass, stacked harmonies, emotional lead synth soaring, final vocal ad-libs bleeding into distortion.]

there’s noise inside my silence

louder than I ever wanted

I keep it locked behind my ribs

but it stays unforgotten

I look calm, I look fine

but I’m breaking all the time

there’s a war nobody sees

and it sounds just like me

[OUTRO]

[Everything collapses into piano + static + fading breath]

I learned how to disappear…

without ever leaving