I am not okay
These thoughts won’t go away
Pray but I still break
Alone in all this pain
If You hear me... stay
Don’t let me fade away
I'm tired of this fight
Just need some kind of light
Look—
I been feelin' like a ghost in a glass house
Cheese got me trapped, feeling like a mouse
Tellin’ everybody I’m fine when I crash out
Whole soul screamin’, but I never lash out
I been lookin' for a reason to breathe again
Sinkin’ in my sin, still bleedin’ in
Faith strong but I don’t want it to fade
Life threw knives—I caught 'em by the blade
Got a few scars, but I still ain’t afraid
I wanna follow the path which you laid
I ain’t lookin' for religion, I just want peace
If there’s a Shepherd in the storm, let Him come for me
I am not okay
These thoughts won’t go away
Pray but I still break
Alone in all this pain
If You hear me... stay
Don’t let me fade away
I'm tired of this fight
Just need some kind of light
(Are you here to save me again?)
I am not okay
(Even though I’m not worthy of your grace)
These thoughts won’t go away
(And I keep turning back to sin over and over)
You keep showing me mercy
(Why do you love me sooo much?)
Why do you love me sooo much?
I am not okay
These thoughts won’t go away
Pray but I still break
Alone in all this pain
If You hear me... stay
Don’t let me fade away
I'm tired of this fight
Just need some kind of light