Save Me - I Am Not Okay

I am not okay

These thoughts won’t go away

Pray but I still break

Alone in all this pain

If You hear me... stay

Don’t let me fade away

I'm tired of this fight

Just need some kind of light

Look—

I been feelin' like a ghost in a glass house

Cheese got me trapped, feeling like a mouse

Tellin’ everybody I’m fine when I crash out

Whole soul screamin’, but I never lash out

I been lookin' for a reason to breathe again

Sinkin’ in my sin, still bleedin’ in

Faith strong but I don’t want it to fade

Life threw knives—I caught 'em by the blade

Got a few scars, but I still ain’t afraid

I wanna follow the path which you laid

I ain’t lookin' for religion, I just want peace

If there’s a Shepherd in the storm, let Him come for me

I am not okay

These thoughts won’t go away

Pray but I still break

Alone in all this pain

If You hear me... stay

Don’t let me fade away

I'm tired of this fight

Just need some kind of light

(Are you here to save me again?)

I am not okay

(Even though I’m not worthy of your grace)

These thoughts won’t go away

(And I keep turning back to sin over and over)

You keep showing me mercy

(Why do you love me sooo much?)

Why do you love me sooo much?

I am not okay

These thoughts won’t go away

Pray but I still break

Alone in all this pain

If You hear me... stay

Don’t let me fade away

I'm tired of this fight

Just need some kind of light