Cupid Shot Me

(Cold blood)

I always thought I’d change but there’s no blood in my veins.

I always thought I’d change but there’s cold thoughts in my brain.

Cold blood in my veins. (Yeah)

Cold blood, cold blood. (Yeah)

Cold blood, cold blood. (Yeah, yeah)

Cold blood, cold blood. (Yeah)

Cold blood, cold blood. (Uh)

I V in my veins getting me so high I can’t complain.

All girls are the same and it’s leaving me in shame.

She said I am to blame because of the dark thoughts in my brain.

She let me pop Xanax on the plane but then she’d would leave me in the rain.

To think that she’s the cause of my pain makes me feel like she’s the one playing the games.

I’ll walk through the flames to my death.

Cupid with the aim to the head shooting me in the brain and I’m dead.

I get high to let go.

I love it when I’m in slowmo.

You want me sober but fuck no.

How can I stay sober when you know this world is too cruel.

Maybe I’m just a damn fool.

How could I have fallen for you again and again. I’m so screwed.

I always thought I’d change but there’s no blood in my veins.

I always thought I’d change but there’s cold thoughts in my brain.

Cold blood in my veins. (Yeah)

Cold blood, cold blood. (Yeah)

Cold blood, cold blood. (Yeah, yeah)

Cold blood, cold blood. (Yeah)

Cold blood, cold blood

I’m getting sadder as time goes on and I wish people would leave me alone.

I get to the point where I turn off my phone because I can’t handle when I’m wrong.

It hurts so much just to stay alive and if I die I promise to say goodbye.

It’s not like I ain’t dead yet but pretty close to it.

Oh.

The feeling comes and go.

I’m starting to lose control.

I used to act like an animal with the drugs that I planned on my schedule.

Now I’m broken, so broken I can’t let go.

Emotions got me tangled.

Withdrawal from the benzos.

I hear her voice thro the echo telling me to let go.

Just let go.

Please let go.

Cupid shot me down with an arrow of love.

Then he turns around and offers me some drugs.

That wasn’t an arrow of love it was an arrow of drugs.

I ain’t making this shit up.

Best friend can I get a hug.

I’m dying because I can’t give it up!

always thought I’d change but there’s no blood in my veins.

I always thought I’d change but there’s cold thoughts in my brain.

Cold blood runs through me.

I think it’s time to end the misery.