Future him

I miss the simple things. Holding hands. Hugs with such love. Sitting on the porch next to you looking up at the stars .it's been so long . Pain has been my only friend.

All I want is to love him . Show him more love than he's ever known show him proof love does exist if you want it come get it . I know you have doubts you have been hurt so many times. You will be happy again I'm sure. I have known love once .I need to feel real love again. People say it so easily. But the love I have for you goes deeper than the surface deeper than any ocean.

This Is the love the world needs.we do too. All I know is this connection is like no other .don't tell me you love me til you know for sure. Leave no room for a mistake to add to my list . I don't need a ghost I need you .please God send me love .

I know I have to open my heart again . I won't be afraid. He is my heart my future . Love I've waited a lifetime to find .I won't let you down .