Suicide

Can’t feel bad for myself no more

I gotta get to the bag i know

Can’t cuz i’m stuck in the past i know

Relax i know, don’t crash oh no

Energy i can’t react no more

Trying to get myself back i know

It’s hard when you being attacked i know

Relax i know, Don’t crash oh no

Trying to stay to myself (I can’t)

Alcohol don’t even help the pain

Why everyone gotta be the same

I take the blame, Drive me insane

Staying afloat trying to maintain

Feel the hate running straight through my veins

Why everyone gotta be the same

I take the blame, Drive me insane oh

DnD i’m unavailable

Pills to cop a feel some shit don’t change I know

Laugh right in my face why did i even try

How it feel to know that you can’t say good bye

DnD i’m unavailable

Pills to cop a feel some shit don’t change i know

Laugh right in my face why did i even try

This next verse for you I hope you feel me die

(News report about suicide)

My own heart don’t love me back no more

Crazy that shit be an act fasho

Glad i learned how to adapt i know

Don’t snap oh no what’s that oh no

Thoughts creeping up i feel trapped oh no

Gun to my head take the strap oh no

Hopeless my body collapsed oh no

I snapped oh no

You said oh no no