Was it worth it

As I sit here. I think about it all and was it worth it? (Was it worth it)

I tryed to walk away! I was sick of it all.

But for so long I was dying inside.

My eyes falling out of my skull.

I couldn't show you anything at all to change what I did! (Bitch I know you heard of me. )

Was it worth all the pain?

Was it worth all the hate?

As I sit here. I think about it all and was it worth it?

Take the gun and pull the trigger!

You can tell me all about it when it's over.

Don't even say I didn't Warn you!

As I bleed out don't ever think I wasn't there dying inside.

Once I left this shell of a body. I seem to realize how much I was never wanted,(Never wanted)

Bleeding inside out. My tears are not for you but for me and the life I once had!

I got to dig deep and brake away from it all.

More than you'll know,I'll be alright.

Breaking this cycle and leaving this pain behind.

AS I SIT HERE. I THINK ABOUT IT ALL AND WAS IT WORTH IT?