[Verse 1]
Nobody saw the nights I begged to disappear,
Crying so hard I couldn’t fucking breathe in here,
A kid carrying pain way beyond her years,
Learning survival instead of love or cheer.
I grew up thinking something was wrong with me,
Like maybe I deserved all the misery,
Like maybe if I was better, quieter, easier to be,
The world wouldn’t hurt me so damn easily.
Every memory feels like broken glass,
Every step forward haunted by my past,
And people wonder why I break so fast,
They didn’t live the hell I had to surpass.
[Chorus]
So this song’s for me —
For every night I didn’t fucking die,
For every time I wiped my tears dry,
Even when I didn’t wanna try.
For the girl who kept breathing through hell,
When nobody asked if she was doing well,
After everything life put me through —
I’m still here. Fuck them. I fucking made it through.
[Verse 2]
I loved people who broke me apart,
Gave them my soul, my body, my heart,
Just to end up back at the start,
Feeling unlovable in the dark.
I kept begging the world to see my pain,
Hoping somebody would help me stay sane,
But every time I trusted, I got hurt again,
So I learned how to smile while going insane.
And yeah, I tried to leave this place once or twice,
Pain so heavy death almost looked nice,
But something in me kept choosing life,
Even when every breath felt like a knife.
[Chorus]
So this song’s for me —
For surviving shit that should’ve killed me dead,
For fighting demons inside my head,
For every dark thought I never said.
For the girl who kept going anyway,
Even when she begged the pain to go away,
After everything they took from me —
I’m still standing. Fuck you. I’m still breathing today.
[Bridge]
And I’m still angry.
Still broken sometimes.
Still learning how to love the girl
Who survived all those crimes.
But you know what?
She didn’t quit.
And that’s strong as shit.
[Final Chorus]
So this one’s for me —
For every scar carved deep in my skin,
For every time I thought I wouldn’t win,
But somehow kept living again.
For the child who never got saved,
For the woman those nightmares made,
After everything I fucking faced —
I’m still here.
And for the first time in my life…
I’m proud of the girl who stayed.
[Outro]
You didn’t break me.
You didn’t end me.
I’m still here.
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