Nothing Left for you

I go to sleep with the pressure inside 
I wake up just wanting to hide
The people that love me can see 
That I’m a lost failure unable to provide 

A moment of hope rises inside me
The tears of depression subside
But the reality of what is happening 
Is to real to escape, so I cry 

I cry!…..

My family believed  in my ability ….
They lived with love in their eyes….
My family trusted me to lead them ….
But now theirs nothing for them as I die….

[Violin Solo]

The sadness of death fills the house
Loved ones find it hard to rise up 
But with every memory packed away
They realize their life was messed up 

 ohh nooo…

My family believed in my ability …
They lived with love in their eyes ….
My family trusted me to lead them ….
But now there’s nothing for them as I die…

As I pass to the next existence 
Looking down still a part of their lives 
Seeing the sadness and struggle they have 
Wondering why I couldn’t do more to survive!

My family believes in my ability 
They lived with love in their eyes
My family trusted me to lead them 
But now there’s nothing for them as I die 

My family’s love for me lessens ….
With each day that passes by ….
They realize the trouble they are in now..
Is from me failing to provide! 

Failing to provide!!! 

My family believed in my ability 
They lived with love in their eyes 
My family trusted me to lead them 
But now there’s nothing for them as I die..

Good bye

male, live,  Melodic music, passion, sad and heartfelt. Mix harp, violin in with guitar …sad