Pain & Hatred

With this pain and hatred,

wanting to win.

I must make wise choices,

Refusing to give in.

With scars in my life,

that my choices have done.

It gots me thinking so deeply.

These years have begun.

It's this pain within me.

Constantly burning inside.

Hurting so bad.

Refusing to hide.

As these painful tears,

Slowly run down my cheek.

Overcoming these fears,

Just to face another week.

The more I strive,

To work towards the top.

It brings me to my knees,

Praying for this pain to stop.

The harder I cry.

The worse it gets.

The deeper I dig,

The harder it hits.

Staring into the darkness,

Wanting only to be freed.

From this pain and hatred.

Trying to consume me.

With full body armor,

I rise from my knees.

In the name of Jesus Christ,

depart from me.

Facing pain and hatred,

it shall never win.

Keeping faith in Jesus Christ,

My Savior & best friend.

Alpha and Omega,

Beginning and the end.

I'm never alone,

In me He lives within

In Him I stand firm

and I'll never give in.