Loneliness and Fear

It doesn't have to be like this

When all of your signs I seem to miss

All the time all the time

I'm wondering what's going on with this world

Am I ever going to find the one

The right girl for me

Someone that will accept me for who I am

Not trying and change me

I'm going to be.honest I'm not a good catch but I'm not a bad one too

Ive got a few issues involving my health and there is nothing I can do.

I'll just ride it like a big wave

Until it crashes down on me

I'm playing it by ear without any fear

But

I'm addicted to drugs I'm addicted to love

And no ones around

So I'll get high so I can get buy these feelings of loneliness

I guess I do fear

Fear being alone