Trust my timing

Dear lord,

I am new to you.

I’m writing this without any clue.

I’ve drifted away,

Didn’t know the right way

I couldn’t find you.

I never knew I needed you,

I was lost more than ever before.

A year of hurt and aches.

I didn’t know the stakes.

Yet you were more than able,

To give me something stable.

Alone but never alone.

Lost on my own.

Wondering where you were

Oh, I can feel my emotions starting to stir.

You never gave up on me,

Every prayer, every plea.

You heard me.

Confused,

I turned a blind eye.

Because I just couldn’t understand how or why!

Now I know,

I have enough in me to say, you are the way, I’ll go slow.

You are the author of my story,

Every giggle, every tear, every worry.

I feel you within.

You are more than able,

You said trust my timing,

I will help you keep climbing.

You lifted me higher and higher and higher,

Than ever known before!

I could soar.

Happiness prevailed,

You never failed.

I never knew I needed you,

But that night you gave me a clue,

You found me.

You will provide for me.

I know now I need you deep within me,

You are the author of my story!

Every giggle, every tear, every worry.

I feel you within.

You are more than able,

You said trust my timing,

I will help you keep climbing.

Now here I stand better than ever before!

I’m ready to take the next leap,

I feel happiness and peace as I’m wide awake or even as I sleep,

I know I will continue to soar!

You are more than able!

So please hear this prayer,

“Sometimes life is grand, sometimes it isn’t fair. Hear my plea’s, hear my every word, guide me in the dark days, smile with me on the sunny days, give me the right phrase. Please lift me higher and higher and higher anyways.”

You are the author of my story!

Every giggle, every tear, every worry.

I feel you within.

You are more than able,

You said trust my timing,

I will help you keep climbing.

You are more than able.

You found me.

Amen.