I hate how I feel. I wanna be like everybody else but at the same time I wanna please everyone and I fail at both damned if I do and damnd if I don’t but fuck it imma do me and you do you boo. 2025 was fucken shitty 2026 is gonna be better. I got a husband an 3 kids sometimes I think if they know that momma is trying because they got taken im working on getting them back