Just Make It Go Away

Now all I want

Is for this pain to go away

All this pain

Cause it's there

For all the wrong reasons

I'm in the prime of my life

But yet

I have no life

It's restricted

And it's choking me

Freedom is not in my vocabulary

And I know nothing of it

I'm not appreciated for all I do

I feel like a screw up

And I can't do anything about it

But if I keep thinking

I'm going to go insane

Everything hurts me

And I hate showing it

But I can't help it

Broken bones wouldn't even hurt

As much as the pain

You've caused me to feel

Every word you say

Runs through my mind for weeks

And it's hard to remember anything good

When you hurt me like this

What else am I supposed to do

Cause this pain devoures me

And I'll sit on darkness

Cause you make me think

That I'm stupid l, not good enough, and intolerable

Cause I'm always wrong

Oh, but not you

You know everything

And even how to make me feel worse

About myself

And I may be a pushover

But I've really got to stick up for myself

Cause I'm tired

Of not being appreciated

I'm tired of being cut down

And I'm especially tired of being molded to feel this way all the time

All I want

Is to be happy

But until I'm free

I guess it'll always be painful

Cause you don't know how to treat me with respect

Whatever happened to

Treating other

The way you would like to be treated

Just leave me alone

Give me a break

I'm tired of holding it in

And I can't talk to you

Cause then the pain gets worse

Maybe some day I'll forgive you

But as for right now I don't see it happening anytime soon