Hurt

ugh ugh ugh doing what I gotta do to survive people say family everything but made my own and that's all I need say they got yo back when you down bad but quick to change up feelings is muttral then damn why everyone change up.I just want my grandma back.this world is so crazy had to put down the weed and pick up the pen.doctor said if I don't make the change I might not make to see 30.all I ever wanted was to hit a mill and I bleeding on inside and looks like I'm dieing on the out I need to pull my self together and build this come up for my family because damn if I ain't gonna do it who will everyone wanna penny off me I felt like I was getting used from the start. I'm sorry momma I love you but I felt like all the drama and how the boat rocked and the wave got to much I could feel the boats start to come lose I love you momma but I may make peace but this bird gotta fly.i got one thing to say I will always love my mother fucking brothers. I know it's been a while since we talked but y'all always got a special place in my heart. I wanna tell you papa I love you and you the strong person living I don't know where I would be if you ain't take me in