[Intro]
The room goes still when the old names rise
Two empty chairs behind my eyes
I carry the weight I never chose
Through every doorway, wherever I go
[Verse 1]
My best friend’s laugh is a locked-room sound
My mum’s last goodbye keeps circling round
Some days the air turns hard to breathe
And every quiet corner remembers me
I wear a brave face, I count the cracks
Pretend I’m fine while the past attacks
But underneath the noise and blame
I’m still learning how to live with pain
[Pre-Chorus]
Then I reach for a world with a place to begin
A small blue light, and I step back in
[Chorus]
Call me MrRatt80, I’m still here
Built from the losses I refuse to fear
When the night gets loud and the memories swarm
I find steady ground in a digital storm
With every voice saying, “You’re not alone”
A borrowed room starts feeling like home
I lost two lights, but I found my way
With this proud-hearted crew at the end of the day
[Verse 2]
Headset on, and the pressure lets go
No need to explain what nobody knows
A teammate asks if I’m holding up
That simple question is more than enough
We fail, we laugh, we try once more
Leave our hard days outside the door
No perfect heroes, no polished scars
Just honest people beneath glowing bars
[Pre-Chorus]
And for a little while, the past falls back
We make new memories on a different track
[Chorus]
Call me MrRatt80, I’m still here
Built from the losses I refuse to fear
When the night gets loud and the memories swarm
I find steady ground in a digital storm
With every voice saying, “You’re not alone”
A borrowed room starts feeling like home
I lost two lights, but I found my way
With this proud-hearted crew at the end of the day
[Bridge]
I won’t erase them
I won’t pretend
Love leaves a mark that refuses to end
But I can keep moving
One breath, one round
With good friends lifting me off the ground
[Breakdown]
I AM STILL HERE
I AM STILL HERE
The grief is real
But it won’t steer
I AM STILL HERE
[Final Chorus]
Call me MrRatt80, hear me clear
I carry my loved ones, but I’m standing here
When the night gets loud and the memories swarm
I find steady ground in a digital storm
Every voice saying, “You’re not alone”
Every hard-fought laugh becomes my own
I lost two lights, but I found my way
With this proud-hearted crew, I can face another day
[Outro]
For my best friend
For my mum
For every friend I’ve found
I’m still here