I don't wanna fight u

Mmm...

I don't wanna fight you...

I don't wanna lose...

(soft slow piano starts, then faint guitar joins in, heartbeat-like pulse in background)

You laugh like the sun through the window,

I feel like a ghost in my skin.

I hate the way it twists inside me,

When all I ever wanted was to let you win.

I’m tired of the race,

Tired of the fear,

Tired of the voice that screams

“You’ll never be near.”

[Pre-Chorus] (voice floats higher, trembling)

It’s not you...

It’s not even me...

It’s all the lies that taught me

Love has to bleed...

[Chorus] (full beat but soft, emotional)

I don’t wanna fight you,

I don’t wanna lose.

I don’t wanna hate you just for being you.

Wish I could stand beside you,

Not behind you in the dark,

Wish the world didn't make me tear myself apart.

I don’t wanna fight you...

I just wanna be enough.

[Verse 2] (beat drops softer again)

They count the gold in our smiles,

They weigh our worth like it’s sold.

I fold myself smaller to please them,

But you shine and I feel so cold.

It’s not the way you love,

It’s the way they see,

Like we can’t both be stars

In the same galaxy.

[Pre-Chorus] (even more vulnerable)

It’s not you...

It’s not even me...

It’s all the scars

They stitched into me...

[Chorus] (fuller again, more aching)

I don’t wanna fight you,

I don’t wanna lose.

I don’t wanna hate you just for being you.

Wish I could stand beside you,

Not behind you in the dark,

Wish the world didn't make me tear myself apart.

I don’t wanna fight you...

I just wanna be enough.

[Bridge] (almost whispered, heartbreaking)

Maybe one day I’ll love myself too,

Maybe one day, standing by you

Won't feel like drowning...

Won't feel like losing...

[Final Chorus] (explodes a little bigger but still delicate — think “lovely” level emotion)

I don’t wanna fight you,

I don’t wanna lose.

I don’t wanna hate you just for being you.

Wish I could stand beside you,

Not behind you in the dark,

Wish the world didn't make me tear myself apart.

I don’t wanna fight you...

I just wanna be enough.

I just wanna be enough...

I just wanna be enough...

(soft piano echo fading out)