Confession

Waiting for the moment to confess I've let you down

Still, I have to say I don't regret my choice

I had compromised my standards, I had given up myself

It's good to feel that I still have a voice

I hope you'll find it in your heart to understand my views

And to be with me- this is my final chance to turn dreams into reality

They're knocking at my door

They keep offering me hope I can't ignore.

Looking in the mirror I can see youth stepping back

My reflection says, "Don't hesitate; you know it's time to act

When you're old, you'll have the time to sit back and reflect

And you know the truth, you know the purpose you can not neglect."

Call it gambling, but my intuition is too strong

When this bet pays off, I'll introduce myself. You have only known me trying to become what I am not

Now I hope you'll like me better than before

They keep telling me to sell out for security

But my soul will die if I give in to mediocrity

I just hope you stay, have faith, and say you love me anyway

And it doesn't matter what I do

I'm still a part of you

Trust me, love me, know that I will always want you here

Fate determines I will always love you most

I will serve you life's potential, we will feed our hungry souls

'Though you may not know, the end is very close.

The end.