Fewer Fucks to Give

Verse 1

I catch my face in the bathroom light

Lines I don’t remember earning

My body softer than it used to be

Like it’s been quietly learning

Time moves strange inside my head

Some days rush, some days crawl

I forget why I walked in the room

But I remember how it felt to fall

Pre-Chorus

There’s a mirror I avoid sometimes

And a silence I don’t recognize

Chorus

I’m getting older, nobody warned me how

It would feel like losing ground

Watching pieces of myself drift out of view

Feeling smaller in the room

But there’s a fire I didn’t have before

A steadiness deep in my bones

I’m getting older, and I’m learning how

To finally be my own

Verse 2

My skin remembers every season

Every worry I carried alone

My knees talk back in the morning

Like they know what I’ve outgrown

I’ve felt invisible in crowded places

Like I faded between the years

But I see things clearer now

Especially what isn’t worth my tears

Pre-Chorus

I’ve buried dreams and survived regret

And somehow I’m still standing yet

Chorus

I’m getting older, and it’s breaking me

And building me the same

Letting go of who I thought I was

Learning to love the change

I don’t chase every voice anymore

I don’t need the room to see

I’m getting older, and I’m finally free

From who they wanted me to be

Bridge

Life feels fragile when you really look

Every breath feels borrowed time

But that makes love hit harder now

And truth feel more divine

I don’t know how long I’ve got

But I know what matters most

Final Chorus

I’m getting older, and it’s not all loss

There’s beauty in the ache

I’ve got fewer fucks to give these days

And stronger choices to make

I carry peace I never knew

And grief that taught me how

I’m getting older, and I’m still becoming

More myself somehow

Outro

Yeah, I’m softer now

But I’m stronger too

And I’m still here

Still choosing truth