Lost and abandoned

None of you know and none of you care

All of you are so damn unaware

So blind even when my soul stripped bare

All I wanted was someone be there

And now I am lost and abandoned

A stranger and freak how this happen?

five years ago I never fathomed

Even now can't tell when it happened

I still remember when I had friends

Between ends getting high on a benz

Who thought that era would come to end

Haven't got the parts to make amends

can't fix what you want to stay broken

Don't lie it's been years since we've spoken

this goodbye is the path you've chosen

I'm screaming. you're still not awoken

Im not asking to be number one

I just want a bit of joy and fun

That's become difficult on my ones

Hell can't get it when i offer funds

So what am I expected to do?

decade on, I see the back of you

You see I'm nothing you know it's true

Dont act like it's come out of the blue

I miss everything was more social

Now i look at my phone, see no calls

everyone gone even the locals

I even miss drama and vocals

None of you see I've been torn apart

Missed the great gapping hole in my heart

You don't care so don't pretend you'll start

Playing these games with me is not smart

Please I just need someone to help me

What happened to us how could this be

All I wanted here was to be seen

But here I am left to feel a fiend

None of you know and none of you care

All of you are so damn unaware

So blind even when my soul stripped bare

All I wanted was someone be there

And now I am lost and abandoned

A stranger and freak how this happen?

five years ago I never fathomed

Even now can't tell when it happened