[Intro]
I guess this is my life and Im blessed but I kinda wanna end it with a knife. I'm scared of death but I dont enjoy life. So now I just live with no purpose or happiness in sight. I lay in my bed crying and sleeping and I hope I never will be seeping.
I hate my looks and all my friends. I got nothing to do and my happines depends, on what they thinks even though they are fake. I know my life is good and I'm actually pretty blessed but school and fake friends still make me stressed. I know I should be out more but evrything is do fucked. Atleast in heaven or hell I can say my life sucked.
Sometimes I wish I could find love but it seems it wont happens because its already decided by the one from above. I always fall in love by the slightest hint. But most girls just smile and squint. I wish I was ripped and smooth with words but it always becomes me being their thirds.
I hate my looks and all my friends. I got nothing to do and my happines depends, on what they thinks even though they are fake. I know my life is good and I'm actually pretty blessed but school and fake friends still make me stressed. I know I should be out more but evrything is do fucked. Atleast in heaven or hell I can say my life sucked.
I know my mind is a fucking mess and I'm afraid of my most of my own thoughts and wish I could think less. At this point I be swerving and living on top but it feels like I stopped and had the biggest fucking drop. I talk to a girl and I cant sleep for the night but they end up being taken and I just need to say, Ohhh right.
I hate my looks and all my friends. I got nothing to do and my happines depends, on what they thinks even though they are fake. I know my life is good and I'm actually pretty blessed but school and fake friends still make me stressed. I know I should be out more but evrything is do fucked. Atleast in heaven or hell I can say my life sucked.
I wish everyday I can get isekaid to another world. I dont care if its a portal or if I get fucking hurled. I wanna be the mc for once and be happy. Mabye have strong magic and females who adore me.
Thats my life!
[Outro]
