Too Loud in My Head

It’s 2AM and my mind won’t sleep

Your name keeps sinking into me

Every word you didn’t say

Turns into a storm I can’t escape

Did I love too hard?

Did I care too much?

Was I just too broken

For your gentle touch?

My heart is too loud in my head tonight

Every memory screaming your name

I replay every wrong, every fight

Trying to find who’s to blame

If I was enough, would you stay?

Or was I just in your way?

My heart is too loud in my head tonight

I overthink the way you smiled

Was it love or just for a while?

You said forever so casually

Like it meant nothing to me

I build a thousand different endings

Where you turn around and stay

But reality keeps whispering

“You were just a phase.”

My heart is too loud in my head tonight

It won’t let me breathe, won’t let me rest

I’m fighting tears in the dark, no light

Trying to bury what’s left in my chest

If loving you was my crime

Why am I serving the time?

My heart is too loud in my head tonight