Too Loud in My Head

It’s 2AM and my mind won’t sleep
Your name keeps sinking into me
Every word you didn’t say
Turns into a storm I can’t escape

Did I love too hard?
Did I care too much?
Was I just too broken
For your gentle touch?

My heart is too loud in my head tonight
Every memory screaming your name
I replay every wrong, every fight
Trying to find who’s to blame
If I was enough, would you stay?
Or was I just in your way?
My heart is too loud in my head tonight

I overthink the way you smiled
Was it love or just for a while?
You said forever so casually
Like it meant nothing to me

I build a thousand different endings
Where you turn around and stay
But reality keeps whispering
“You were just a phase.”

My heart is too loud in my head tonight
It won’t let me breathe, won’t let me rest
I’m fighting tears in the dark, no light
Trying to bury what’s left in my chest
If loving you was my crime
Why am I serving the time?
My heart is too loud in my head tonight

pop, female