Trippy dreams

I close my eyes

I can feel ur body getting tight

Then I wake up and realized

my head feeding me lies

I’m sorry, if I was the one that started our fights

But you said you cared for me, yet you’d push me down tell I was paralyzed

I just wanted you and good vibes but you smile when I get hurt

These bitches hurt my emotions, I’m paranoid

So I try to cope with things I said I’d never do

I’d never do

Prescriptions get me sick, no flu

I’m sorry parents, I failed you

But my old girl failed me

She left me to bleed

Demon girl I was datin, so I write these lyrics I can’t sing

Too much pain to keep it in, drink liquor and more liquor I can’t see

Why am I so stuck on her, why did our break up mess me up

Never meant to hurt her, but I know she meant to hurt me

I close my eyes

I can feel ur body getting tight

Then I wake up and realized

my head was feeding me lies

I’m sorry, if I was the one that started our fights

But you said you cared for me, yet you’d push me down tell I was paralyzed

Can’t believe this was all a dream

I can’t believe I sat here and tried to believe

That you would want me for me, don’t make me bleed

Please don’t leave, I know it’s toxic

I know it’s toxic

But you and my Hennessy was a good concoction

This pain get me exhausted

So I’m scared

To close my eyes

I can feel ur body getting tight

Then I wake up and realized

my head was feeding me lies

I’m sorry, if I was the one that started our fights

But you said you cared for me, yet you’d push me down tell I was paralyzed

I told you I hated my dreams