Mother Wounds
You call it love but it feels like war
Bleeding on women from an old boy’s scar
Wanting a mother in a grown man’s bed
Need me soft spoken while your anger’s fed
You want her comfort
You want her praise
You want me to hold what she never gave
You want forgiveness before you change
Want me to carry your storm and shame
But I am not your rehab
I am not your fix
Not the woman you use
To unlearn your tricks
I am not your bandage
For wounds you hide
Not here to mother the man
Who won’t look inside
You flinch at love then call me cold
Punish good women for pain untold
Turn every boundary into blame
Then act surprised when I stop the game
You say I’m too much
Too loud too deep
But really I just woke
What you wanted asleep
A woman who’d soothe you
And swallow the fire
While you stayed broken
And still felt desired
But I am not your rehab
I am not your cure
Not your place to collapse
And call it pure
You need healing
Not another girl
To drown in the echo
Of your unmet world
That little boy still runs your skin
Every fight starts where she didn’t begin
Every silence every rage every need
Comes out in the ways you make women bleed
Heal it
Name it
Stop handing it down
Stop making your trauma
A woman’s crown
Go face the mirror
Go sit in the ache
Go be the man
Your inner child needs you to make
Because love can’t grow
Where wounds still rule
And pain’s not depth
Just because it’s cruel
A real man heals
He doesn’t demand
That women become
His mother by hand