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Lyrics
[Intro]
Lost soul
On that fentanyl’s dead end road
State of hell
I don’t even know me no more
[Verse 1]
Mama said my eyes look hollow
Told her I’d quit tomorrow
Tomorrow turned to ten more
Ten more turned to sorrow
Tiny blue dust on a mirror
Heart racing, hands getting thinner
Swear I saw God in the ceiling fan
He ain’t say a word, just watched me spin again
Cold floor
Numb jaw
Phone full of texts I ignore
Dealer on read, but I’m ringing his door
Like, “one last time,” then I’m back for more
I’m a ghost in my own house, pacing
Every promise to myself erasing
Every friend that I had, I chased ‘em
Pipe in my hand, that’s my replacement
[Chorus]
I’m a lost soul
Walking down fentanyl’s dead end road
Every step I take, the darker it goes
In a state of hell, where the pain feels close
I’m a lost soul
With a pocket full of burnt-up hopes
Every heartbeat heavy like it’s made of stone
Tell me is there any way back home
[Verse 2]
Narcan in the drawer by the kitchen sink
That’s my safety net, that’s how low I sink
Sister don’t hug me, she smell that stink
Of the poison on my skin, in the way I think
I’ve died three times, came back each one
But I left another piece of me with each run
Everybody praying that I see the sun
I just see a little powder and I come undone
I miss birthdays
Missed court dates
Missed the old me in them hallways
Laughing with the boys in them small days
Now it’s all grey, and it all fades
I ain’t chasing a high, I’m hiding a hurt
Something broke deep first time I got burned
Now the only thing that eases that curse
Is the same damn thing that’s putting me in a hearse
[Chorus]
I’m a lost soul
Walking down fentanyl’s dead end road
Every step I take, the darker it goes
In a state of hell, where the pain feels close
I’m a lost soul
With a pocket full of burnt-up hopes
Every heartbeat heavy like it’s made of stone
Tell me is there any way back home
[Bridge]
If I don’t wake up, tell ‘em I was tired
Of fighting with a body and a brain rewired
Of living in a world where the love expired
Where every single breath felt like barbed wire
If I don’t wake up, don’t paint me saint
I did what I did, I ain’t who I ain’t
Just tell ‘em it started with one little taste
Now I’m lost in a maze that I can’t escape
[Chorus]
‘Cause I’m a lost soul
Walking down fentanyl’s dead end road
Every step I take, the darker it goes
In a state of hell, where the pain feels close
I’m a lost soul
With a pocket full of burnt-up hopes
Every heartbeat heavy like it’s made of stone
Tell me is there any way back home
Details
GeneratedFeb 9, 2026
Duration3:32
LanguageEnglish
Style
rap, Dark, cinematic hip-hop with male vocals; sparse minor-key piano loop, distant choirs, and deep, swinging drums. Verses sit intimate and confessional, vocal right up in the listener’s ear; chorus widens with layered harmonies and a distorted, low-octave double. Subtle 808 swells and filtered risers build from verse to chorus, final hook drops most instruments to spotlight raw vocal and reverb tail., emotional, hip hop, soul
Credits
Prompt by
Painkiller
PainkillerModelAria v5
Prompt
A very emotional and painful rap song telling you how I'm a Lost soul walking down fentanyl's Dead end road back in the state of hell, rap, hip hop, male
