Twenty years have gone, but you never fade,
Your face in my dreams, the echo you made.
You gave me two books, left me in the grey,
I saw love in that moment — or did I just stray?
Maybe I loved an idea, or just the sound
Of the silence you left, still circling around.
But every night, you come back like a flame,
You're the part of myself I could never tame.
(Chorus)
I never really had you,
But you stayed inside me like a sacred wound.
Every step that I take, every face that I see,
It's your eyes that still whisper:
"Why didn’t you follow me?"
I don’t know if I made you up, or if you were real,
But something about you I still deeply feel.
I don't want to run now, don’t want to pretend,
That forgetting is the way this should end.
(Bridge)
And I wonder sometimes,
If you ever felt it too —
That invisible thread
That never broke through...
(Final Chorus)
I never really had you,
But you stayed inside me like a sacred wound.
Every step that I take, every face that I see,
It's your eyes that still whisper:
"Why didn’t you follow me?"
(Outro - whispered)
Maybe I truly loved you.
Maybe… you still love me too.
[Female Vocal]