Demons I know by M.Paulson

It's Paulson again

I have held him close I feel it

Everybody knows I'm with him

I've cursed and spout in his face

but the favours he brings I embrace

I've tried to hide him but his wings still shows and the growing pride in my soul

Has taught me hold him close even more

And by his ways

And love how he persuades oh

I've tried to hide from him but he knows

Where my dire might show

And there he goes

And low he bows

And lo! He maws

And now he knows

My weakness

I regret.

Huh...

The demon I made my friend

I've lost my defence (I regret)

The demon I call my friend

He drives me to my end, oh no

Oh Lord oh Lord oh Lord

Time after time I'm driven

Into darkness I shouldn't be in

I'm told no light can lead me out of here

Can't fight alone I fear I might fail

I've played every part

Done every task

Know I'm trynna ask

Lord I'm down

Can't you see me

Crying, broken and sobbing

And hopping for a saviour

I'm broken I regret

Because of

And for the last time I ran

He pulled me and stopped me

I fought back he left me

And told me to follow him

He gave me my needs and I'm happy

Was happy

I'm broke now he mocks me

I'm lost now he haunts me

He misled me now he blames me

Lord save me

Lord save me

Lord save me from

It's Paulson