I Don’t Understand

I don’t understand

Why do you keep doing this

Keep throwing hurt at me

Putting pain in my path

Taking things from me

I’m so angry

I can’t take anymore

Why are you doing this

When all I have done is for You

God I don’t understand

I don’t know why

You keep dealing me this hand

God what is the reason

For this grief

What is the point of

All this pain

Everytime I’m close

To feeling the sun

You take it from me

And drop me to my knees

I just want to live

I just want to live

I just want survive

I just want to thrive

God I don’t understand

I don’t know why

You keep dealing me this hand

God what is the reason

For this grief

What is the point of

All this pain

What have I done

What have I not

My faith carries me

But I feel left alone

I can’t take the hurt

I can’t take another day

Of pushing it all down

And waiting for a change

God I don’t understand

I don’t know why

You keep dealing me this hand

God what is the reason

For this grief

What is the point of

All this pain

Please tell me when it ends

When things start to go

The way I hope them to

The way I pray to you

God I trust in you

But right now I can’t feel

You in my heart

What more can I do

God I don’t understand

I don’t know why

You keep dealing me this hand

God what is the reason

For this grief

What is the point of

All this pain