Prompt / Lyrics
Verse 1 I’m allowed to be mad at heaven, I’m allowed to curse the sky. I’m the one down here with a body that can’t sleep and runs dry. I’m the one whose bank got emptied, holding bills with shaking hands, trying to smile for my family while my life slips through the sand. From down here it looks like some soul wrote a script and walked away, sending pretty little signs while I get slammed day after day. If this is all some holy lesson, then I don’t want this part at all, I’m just standing in the chaos waiting for the axe to fall. Pre‑Chorus I won’t pretend this doesn’t hurt, won’t dress the wound in light. If all I have to give you now is anger, take it tonight. Chorus Rage is still relationship, I’m screaming but I’m staying. You can stand right here beside me while I tell you I’m not okay. I don’t have to find the meaning, I don’t have to bless this pain. I just know I won’t go silent, you don’t get to walk away. I’m furious at my higher self, at a script I never chose… But I’m still here, I’m still breathing— that’s the truest prayer I know. Verse 2 You say you’re grieving right here with me, not above me keeping score, that knowledge doesn’t need a body dragged across a dirty floor. Some of this is broken systems, other people’s tangled lines, and old patterns we’re untwisting one hard letter at a time. You remind me of the changes, how I show up more awake, how I parent, write, and love now, how I own my past mistakes. If the cracks keep reappearing, it’s not proof I’ve done this wrong, it just means the house was older than I knew when I came along. Pre‑Chorus You don’t ask me for forgiveness, don’t rebrand it all as growth. You just say, “Don’t stop talking, even if you hate us both.” Chorus Rage is still relationship, I’m screaming but I’m staying. You can stand right here beside me while I tell you I’m not okay. I don’t have to find the meaning, I don’t have to bless this pain. I just know I won’t go silent, you don’t get to walk away. I’m furious at my higher self, at a script I never chose… But I’m still here, I’m still breathing— that’s the truest prayer I know. Bridge Maybe you’re not some distant boss, just the part that won’t give up, the whisper that keeps writing songs when I swear that I am done. So I draw a line and say out loud, “I’m angry and you’ll stay. You don’t get to disappear just because I feel this way.” Final Chorus Rage is still relationship, I’m broken but I’m staying. You can stand right here beside me while I say I’m not okay. I don’t see the higher timeline, I won’t call this “perfect growth.” I just know I won’t go silent— you don’t get to lose me, both. I’m furious at my higher self, at a script I never chose… But I’m still here, I’m still breathing— and that’s the bravest prayer I know.
Tags
Acoustic, soul, r&b, male vocals, Eduardo, harmonies, classical piano, urban, Latin, strings, drums, accapela
Duration
5:06
Instrumental
No
Created
4/17/2026