MONSTER IN ME by AngelOfDarkness - Zona

MONSTER IN ME by AngelOfDarkness - Zona

Lyrics

[Intro]

Yeah, I hear ’em again—

the whispers crawling up my spine like static.

You call it crazy, I call it habit.

Another voice screaming, “You’ll never matter!”

Watch me prove it wrong, watch me fucking shatter.

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[Verse 1]

I don’t sleep, I stalk my thoughts,

Every heartbeat’s like a loaded shot.

Mirror’s cracked, reflection lies,

I see a thousand versions of me in my eyes.

They told me “feel something,”—I tried,

Now I’m just numb and weaponized.

Every pill, every prayer, every fake friend’s stare,

Can’t fix what was never there.

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[Pre-Chorus]

Voices crawling up my throat,

Every one of ’em wants control.

I’ve been biting down on the truth so long,

My fucking tongue turned to stone.

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[Chorus]

I’m not broken, I’m designed this way,

Built from rage that you threw away.

Call me a freak, call me insane,

I’m the monster you made when you gave me your blame.

I’m not sorry, I’m not weak,

I bleed chaos, I fucking speak—

In screams, in static, in destiny,

I am the monster in me.

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[Verse 2]

You stare like I’m some headline sin,

“Diagnosed,” stamped right on my skin.

You cage what you don’t understand,

Then act holy with blood on your hands.

You love to watch when I lose control,

Makes you feel pure, makes you feel whole.

But I see through your paper crown,

Every saint just wants me drowned.

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[Pre-Chorus]

I’m not your mirror for morality,

I’m your fear with a heartbeat, clarity.

All your judgments feed my flame,

Say my name, I’ll wear your shame.

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[Chorus]

I’m not broken, I’m designed this way,

Built from rage that you threw away.

Call me a freak, call me insane,

I’m the monster you made when you gave me your blame.

I’m not sorry, I’m not weak,

I bleed chaos, I fucking speak—

In screams, in static, in destiny,

I am the monster in me.

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[Bridge / Breakdown]

(whisper → scream)

Tick, tick, tick — there goes my halo.

Flick the switch, I watch it glow.

Every scar is proof I lived,

Every sin is mine to give.

You want redemption? Go confess.

I’ll take damnation—looks good on my chest.

I’m not begging to be saved,

I’m the storm you tried to cage.

Let it burn. Let it burn. Let it burn.

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[Final Chorus]

I’m not broken, I’m redefined,

Fire and fury in my mind.

Call me heartless, I don’t care,

I found my power in the nightmare.

No more chains, no disguise,

I wear my demons in my eyes.

You can’t kill what’s meant to be—

I am the monster in me.

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[Outro]

Now the voices sing, not scream,

They’re my choir, my symphony.

You wanted peace? You’ll never see—

I found strength in insanity.

So raise your glass, toast my name—

I’m the monster… and I’m not ashamed.