where do i belong? where do i come from? why can't i remember my name? why did i have to run, because now i'm alone, in a world i dont know., surviving alone in the dark looking for a place to call my own.running from something I don't know. Where can I find love? I really need someone.my heart is lost and broken,hoping for a moment, in a time that's unspoken. my world is wild & free ,I don't know what I'm searching for, I don't know where I belong? I don't know the place I come from. no home, no warmth, no one. I hide from the world below. afraid of pain and loss. even though I'm so powerful I can't go on alone. searching for my own kind, a place to call mine.Iooking to the sky in wonder , dreaming of another, wiping the tears away. I've been through so much trouble, through so much struggle, filled with so much emotion. why can't I remember my past? who am ?, what have I become? what have I done? been running for to long,. from a past I can't remember. I can't go on, not knowing where I come from. I must let the past go. so I can move on. Be who I want to be. who I am in this moment. wipe the tears away don't let it control us.I feel the power inside of me. I must learn to love again. I know that I am different, not like the others. I feel misunderstood , feel that I am no good. I'm filled with so much frustration , never let people get close enough, not knowing there intention.I'm fighting for my freedom. even though I am so strong I feel so small down below on the ground. in a world that'so big, scary and loud. I wipe the tears away and look up at the stars and cry..where do i come from? feel like I don't belong. I know that I deserve love , but I'm of your touch. everything falls apart, because of the creature i am. my past is complicated, please understand, I'm not like you. I'm some more the beyond anything. afraid of pain and emotion .I've always be alone, always been just me. never had love , never had these feelings. the creature inside can be so dark. full of anger, full of fury. only love can calm me. look into my eyes and you will still. the all the pain that I've be through. look inmy eyes and see the real me inside. the strong,and beautiful woman I am. feel my impenetrable skin , you'll feel my dark feathers . I am not like the others. I have sharps claws, not like anything you've seen before. I hide in a world that is afraid of things that are different, I don't if they'll accept, if they will accept me. I've been alone for so long I have forgotten how to live. I've been hurt so much I have forgotten how to love. if anyone will listen. I struggle with who I am within , good or bad I don't know who I am. the creature inside I know means no harm. I would never hurt anyone. when I transform. I feel so good, I feel truly free, I feel the power inside of me. this is who I'm ment to be. this is my home, wherever I am. as long as I am free I can be whatever I want to be.into the midnight sky I fly & wipe the tears away.