Verse 1
Ashtray full of yesterday
Bottle’s half gone, just like my faith
Smoke hangs heavy in the room
Clock won’t move, it’s stuck on doom
Mirror shows a stranger’s face
Same old scars I can’t erase
Every sip just numbs the sound
Of my thoughts runnin’ me into the ground
Pre-Chorus
I said I’d quit a thousand times
But tonight just crossed that line
Chorus
I’m drinkin’ just to feel somethin’
Smokin’ just to kill the pain
Every road I take is cracked and bent
But I’m still standin’ in the rain
I’m one bad night from breakin’
One more shot from losin’ it all
But I’m screamin’ at the ceiling
I ain’t dead yet—I’m just about to fall
Verse 2
Neon lights and nicotine
Cheap bar songs and busted dreams
Friends all gone, ghosts remain
Callin’ my name through the flames
I wear my damage like a coat
Every promise down my throat
I laugh it off, say “I’m okay”
But I’m sinkin’ deeper every day
Pre-Chorus
I keep runnin’ from myself
Straight into another hell
Chorus
I’m drinkin’ just to feel somethin’
Smokin’ just to kill the pain
Every road I take is cracked and bent
But I’m still standin’ in the rain
I’m one bad night from breakin’
One more shot from losin’ it all
But I’m screamin’ at the ceiling
I ain’t dead yet—I’m just about to fall
Bridge
Hands are shakin’, lungs on fire
Livin’ low just to feel higher
If this is rock bottom, let me say
I’m still breathin’… so I’ll stay
Breakdown
Bottom of the bottle
Bottom of my soul
I’m tired of the runnin’
Tired of losin’ control
Final Chorus
I was drinkin’ just to feel somethin’
Smokin’ just to hide the pain
But even at my breaking point
I hear a voice sayin’ my name
I’m one hard step from changin’
One last fight from standin’ tall
Yeah I bent, I cracked, I almost broke—
But I didn’t let it kill me after all
Outro
Ashtray cold, sun comin’ up
Still here… guess that’s enough