[Verse 1]
You left me with a father-shaped hole,
A wound no photograph could show.
You taught a little girl to question love,
To run whenever someone got close.
I kept your name behind my teeth,
Like a match I was afraid to strike.
Built a house from borrowed promises,
Then slept beside the porch light.
[Chorus]
I’m still learning what a goodbye means,
When the one who leaves is blood.
I can carry all the missing years,
But I won’t call the silence love.
You made a hollow where a heart should be,
But hollow things can fill with rain.
I’m not the girl you walked away from—
I’m the woman standing in the frame.
[Verse 2]
I saw your face in a grocery aisle,
On a man with your tired eyes.
For one small second I was eight again,
Waiting for headlights to turn the drive.
But the cart kept rolling past the bread,
And the world refused to break.
I bought a cake for my own birthday,
And ate it wide awake.
[Chorus]
I’m still learning what a goodbye means,
When the one who leaves is blood.
I can carry all the missing years,
But I won’t call the silence love.
You made a hollow where a heart should be,
But hollow things can fill with rain.
I’m not the girl you walked away from—
I’m the woman standing in the frame.
[Bridge]
If you ever knock, come honest,
Don’t bring flowers, don’t bring shame.
I don’t need the years returned to me,
I just need you to say my name.
And if you can’t, then keep on going,
There’s a mercy in the truth.
I stopped mistaking empty chairs
For proof I wasn’t worth the room.
[Final Chorus]
I’m still learning what a goodbye means,
But I know what I am now.
I can grieve the little girl you left,
Without bending to your absence somehow.
You made a hollow where a heart should be,
And rain came pouring through.
Now every drop has made me stronger—
And I’m done becoming you.
[Outro]
You left me with a father-shaped hole,
But it doesn’t own my soul.