Drifting not distant

(Verse 1)

Wake up late, shit heart's already racing

Brain’s a maze, thoughts interlacing

Try to focus, try to stay in time

But my mind takes off, leaves me so far behind

(Pre-Chorus)

I swear I try

But I miss the calls, forget to reply

It’s not that I’m not there,

It’s just the way my mind's wired unfair

(Chorus)

I’m not distant, fuck I’m just tangled

In a whirlwind, i find hard to mangle

I don’t mean to push away

I get lost inside the fray

Hold on, I just need you to know

It’s not you, it’s me, my brain

(Verse 2)

Conversations slip through my fingers

Words you said, but they don’t linger

Zoning out, Missing moments, watching life fly before my moment

(Pre-Chorus)

I swear I try

But I miss the signs, let time pass by

It’s not that I don’t wanna be close

I just lose myself the most

(Chorus)

I’m not distant, fuck I’m just tangled

In a whirlwind, i find hard to mangle

I don’t mean to push away

I get lost inside the fray

Hold on, I just need you to know

It’s not you, it’s me, my brain

(Bridge)

I know it's hard to understand

Why I can’t just meet demands

But if you see me struggling too

Maybe you’ll know I fight for you

(Outro)

I’m not distant, fuck I’m just tangled

I don’t mean to make you scramble

If you see me fade away

Just remind me, make me stay

Hold on tight, don’t let me go

I just need you to know

It’s not you, it’s me, my brain