That's my victory

I’m still here, im still loud

I'm still here, still loud

That's my victory now

Verse 1

I learned early how to carry damage

Like a banner no one sees

Some people don’t raise a hand against you

They just teach you how to bleed

I learned how to stand in the aftermath

Of promises left unkept

How to bury parts of myself alive

So the rest of me could step

Pre-Chorus

They said “this is where you stop”

This is where you are

But I dident take it

I never stopped.

Chorus

I will not disappear not quietly

not fade into the ground

Some battles don’t look like victory

They look like standing your ground

I will not disappear no not quietly

not fade into the ground

I’m still here — im still loud

Dont you hear the sound

Verse

I’ve trusted voices dressed as guidance

I’ve followed hands that let me fall

I’ve been told “you’re asking too much”

When I was asking at all

But I’ve also felt a grip in the darkness

When my knees wouldn’t hold

Not a promise

Not an answer

Just someone saying “don’t let go”

Pre-Chorus

I don’t believe in spotless heroes

I believe in those who rise

Chorus

I will not disappear not quietly

not fade into the ground

Some battles don’t look like victory

They look like standing your ground

I will not disappear no not quietly

not fade into the ground

I’m still here — im still loud

Dont you hear the sound

Let them write the legends cleaner

Let them crown the unscarred

I was made in the waiting

In the breaking

In the dark

If this is all the strength I have

Then this is what I’ll give

A body that refused the ending

And chose to live

Final Chorus

I will not disappear not quietly

not fade into the ground

Some battles don’t look like victory

They look like standing your ground

I will not disappear no not quietly

not fade into the ground

I’m still here — im still loud

Dont you hear the sound

I will not disappear not quietly

Not even if no one sees

Some people take pieces

But some remind you’re still me

I will not disappear no not quietly

I’m still here — im still loud

Do you hear the sound

That's my victory now.

(victory now.)

I’m still here, still loud

That's my victory now