[Intro]
Soft string hum
One note, then three
My hands are calm
My head cuts free
A gentle climb
Neck feels tight
Every pretty shape
Hides a fight
[Verse 1]
Teeth on glass
Nails in my skin
Smile in the mirror
Watch it crawl, cave in
Laugh in the grocery line
Cry in the parking lot
I am every warning sign
You said you never got
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m not fine
I’m not fine (hey!)
I wear my fractures
Like a crown this time
[Chorus]
I’m spiraling, spiraling, spiraling down
Hear my thoughts crash, shake the ground
If this is “normal,” tear it out of my skull
I’m beautifully broken, brutally dull
I’m spiraling, spiraling, tearing at seams
Ripping through the stitch of your quiet dreams
If sanity calls, let it choke on my spit
I live in the crack where the nightmares fit
[Verse 2]
Tongue tastes rust
Jaw keeps twitching
Every light flickers
Like the room’s glitching
Talk like a prophet
Eyes like a ghost
Turn every soft word
Into war, almost
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m not safe
In my head (oh yeah)
Every little heartbeat
Loads the lead
[Chorus]
I’m spiraling, spiraling, spiraling down
Hear my thoughts crash, shake the ground
If this is “normal,” tear it out of my skull
I’m beautifully broken, brutally dull
I’m spiraling, spiraling, tearing at seams
Ripping through the stitch of your quiet dreams
If sanity calls, let it choke on my spit
I live in the crack where the nightmares fit
[Bridge]
Count to ten
I split at four
One of me’s laughing
One wants war
Whose hands
Are on my throat?
I signed my name
On a stranger’s note
[Chorus]
I’m spiraling, spiraling, spiraling down
Hear my thoughts crash, shake the ground
If this is “normal,” tear it out of my skull
I’m beautifully broken, brutally dull
I’m spiraling, spiraling, tearing at seams
Ripping through the stitch of your quiet dreams
If sanity calls, let it choke on my spit
I live in the crack where the nightmares fit