Still Waiting

Hey, it’s me… I don’t know if you’ll hear this or if you’re even open to hearing from me, but I just… I miss you. A lot. Things have been a bit heavy, and I guess I’m still trying to make sense of everything. I don’t really know what to say, but I thought maybe if I said it here, it might help me sort through some of this. I hope you’re doing okay.

I thought I’d have the strength by now,

To let go, let things be,

But here I am, still reaching out,

Hoping you might still think of me.

The silence feels like it’s growing wide,

And I’m still here on the other side,

With words that never seem to fit,

In a space that never lets me quit.

I don’t want to seem too strong,

But I’m here wondering where we went wrong,

I keep thinking back to when it felt right,

When we were together in the light.

But I’m still waiting, still holding on,

Hoping for a sign or a word to come,

I’ve been keeping track of the time,

Wishing I could press rewind.

I still care, I still pray,

That somehow things might change someday,

But for now, I’m just here, still waiting.

I hear your voice in the back of my mind,

Like a whisper that I can’t leave behind,

I don’t know if you’re feeling the same,

Or if you’ve moved on from this old game.

I’ve tried to let go, to turn away,

But it’s hard to forget what we used to say.

I don’t expect you to understand,

But I’m still here, reaching out my hand.

I don’t want to seem too strong,

But I’m here wondering where we went wrong,

I keep thinking back to when it felt right,

When we were together in the light.

But I’m still waiting, still holding on,

Hoping for a sign or a word to come,

I’ve been keeping track of the time,

Wishing I could press rewind.

I still care, I still pray,

That somehow things might change someday,

But for now, I’m just here, still waiting.

Maybe it’s not meant to be,

But I’ll never forget the way you used to see me,

Even if you’ve found your peace,

I’ll keep this love as a memory.

And if you ever find your way back here,

Know that I’m waiting, still sincere.

I’m still waiting, still holding on,

Hoping for a sign or a word to come,

I’ve been keeping track of the time,

Wishing I could press rewind.

I still care, I still pray,

That somehow things might change someday,

But for now, I’m just here, still waiting.

I know I can’t change the past…

I know I can’t make you want to come back.

But I’ll keep holding onto the hope that maybe, just maybe,

you’ll hear this and feel it in the way I meant it.

Maybe one day, we’ll find our way again.