[Verse 1]
Woke up on a stranger’s floor
Blood on my shoes
Not sure it’s mine
Phone full of numbers I don’t know
But they keep calling all the time
Ashtray lungs and a crooked grin
Jokes on me
I’m the running gag
Therapist ghosted after one last text
“Man
You really like your red flags”
[Chorus]
I’m a spiral junkie
Circling the drain
Turn my bad decisions into cheap champagne
Laugh it off
Blacking out
Blackout saint
Scratching at the walls of a life I hate
Can’t stop
Can’t steer
Can’t change my name
Spiral junkie
Married to the same old pain
[Verse 2]
Court date scribbled on a crumpled slip
Probation bracelet like a friendship ring
Dealer says he misses my personality
Funny
I don’t feel a single thing
Mom keeps praying to a quiet sky
Says she sees a good kid in my eyes
All I see is shop windows at 3am
And a stranger staring back in disguise
[Chorus]
I’m a spiral junkie
Circling the drain
Turn my bad decisions into cheap champagne
Laugh it off
Blacking out
Blackout saint
Scratching at the walls of a life I hate
Can’t stop
Can’t steer
Can’t change my name
Spiral junkie
Married to the same old pain
[Bridge]
Is this fate or just bad habits? (hey)
Is this me or just the patterns?
Every exit sign looks plastic
Every promise tastes like static
[Chorus]
I’m a spiral junkie
Circling the drain
Turn my bad decisions into cheap champagne
Laugh it off
Blacking out
Blackout saint
Scratching at the walls of a life I hate
Can’t stop
Can’t steer
Can’t change my name
Spiral junkie
Spiral junkie
Married to the same old pain