Greatest mistake

I know that you love me,

But boy do I wish you’d see,

The person that you’ve made me become.

I know that you care for me,

But I am not your enemy,

And I wish you’d see what you’ve done.

I’m not

Satan in disguise,

I’m not

A person to despise,

I’m not the one that wants to make you cry.

I’m not your personal slave,

Or the one who dug your grave,

I’m not a freak and I’m not that insane.

You wish that I was those things because,

If I was then that would bring you,

The power to say that I’m just fake.

But in reality it’s you that’s you hate.

And I’m nothing more than your greatest mistake.

I’ll never be what you want,

And I’ll fight it till I’m gone,

But I wish that you’d see me for more than what you believe.

Because I love you with all my heart,

And I honestly think that you adore,

All the pain that you give me and all the shame that you make me feel.

I wish that you’d see me for more than what you can take from me.

Because I’m not satan in disguise,

I’m not,

A person to despise,

I’m not the one that wants to make you cry.

I’m not your personal slave,

I’ve never tried to dig your grave,

I’m not a freak and I’ve never been insane!

You wish that I was those things that you became!

Because if I was then that would bring you,

The power to say that I am just fake.

Bug in reality it’s YOU that YOU hate!!

And I promise you that I’ll be nothing more than your greatest mistake….

Your greatest mistake.

Mistake.

Mistake.

So trust me.

One day you’ll see.

That I’m everything you could never be.

And I’ll prove,

That I’m free.

And I’ll live a life that makes me happy.

And one day I hope you die in your sleep.

Sincerely, your greatest mistake.