There’s a light at the end of the tunnel.
I’ve been fighting to get to for a while.
I’ve gotten too good
And wearing a fake smile.
I’ve worked hard on problems I knew I had.
Thought I changed my life for the better.
Thought I got over these thoughts I have.
I don’t wanna heal anymore!
I’m done with this roller coaster ride.
Always trying to get better.
Just to get caught up in my own landslide.
Every time that light reaches my face.
I think I’m in a better place.
But turns out I’m never on solid ground.
And I’m tired of getting hopes up just to get knocked back down.
And I’m tired of sending prayers up for them to fall all around.
So I don’t wanna heal anymore!
I tried everything that I could afford.
New opportunities to change what I knew before.
But it’s always the same things I feel each day.
I’m not good enough and I can’t find the words to say.
And I don’t know if can give any more.
If I don’t answer please don’t unlock the door.
I don’t wanna heal anymore!
I’m done with this roller coaster ride.
Always trying to get better.
Just to get caught up in my own landslide.
Every time that light reaches my face.
I think I’m in a better place.
But turns out I’m never on solid ground.
And I’m tired of getting hopes up just to get knocked back down.
And I’m tired of sending prayers up for them to fall all around.
So I don’t wanna heal anymore!
I’m so sick of feeling this way.
That man in the mirror
He’s heard everything I’ve got to say.
You’ll be better
You’re doing fine.
I’ve told myself all of those important lines.
And every one just SOUNDS LIKE A LIE!
And I keep asking myself
Why….
I don’t wanna heal anymore!
I’m done with this roller coaster ride.
Always trying to get better.
Just to get caught up in my own landslide.
Every time that light reaches my face.
I think I’m in a better place.
But turns out I’m never on solid ground.
And I’m tired of getting hopes up just to get knocked back down.
And I’m tired of sending prayers up for them to fall all around.
So I don’t wanna heal anymore!
MBMEASMER