Mentally, Maybe

Do you trust me?

Yes... maybe.

「信じてる？」って聞かれた時

I nod, but my brain just screams

“Maybe not.” 心は氷の上

踏み出せば割れそうで怖いね

You’re kind, yeah — you try

But my walls aren’t paper, they’re barbed wire high

口だけなら簡単

でも trust? それは別問題

They say “Do you trust me?”

I say yes — but mentally, maybe

心凍ってる / 脳が警戒中

I wanna trust — but I don’t know how to

This smile? It’s armor

This hug? Just surface

Underneath, I’m shaking

I wish I was braver

君の優しさ、too good to be real

And maybe that's what makes it hard to feel

I’m not lying — just scared

To give something that once got me impaired

「だいじょうぶ」って言ってたじゃん？

But the last person said that too

Now every word’s a tripwire

Even “I love you” feels like déjà vu

My mind’s a battlefield……every “yes” is a maybe

Every kiss, a gamble — and that terrifies me

知ってる — 傷つきたくない

But I’m so tired of fighting what feels right

They say “Do you trust me?”

I say yes — but mentally, maybe

心が疲れて / hope is hazy

I’m tired of ice, tired of safety

このままじゃ終わっちゃう

But I can’t force what’s not true

So I lie — but only to me

I want to trust, but I’m not free

You hold me, I flinch

You text, I freeze

But deep down, I wish

I could just believe

They say “Do you trust me?”

I say yes — but mentally, maybe

I’m sorry, babe — I know you’re real

But my heart’s still learning how to feel

I said yes…

But meant “maybe.”