*(Intro – langsam, gesprochen/gehaucht)*
I got too many thoughts...
Too many feelings...
But no clear answer.
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*(Verse 1 – melodisch, aber gerappt)*
You call my name like it's still yours
I hear that tone, and my chest just wars
Memories crash like a wave at night
You're not mine, but it still ain't right
Then there's him, he walks in slow
Got that look like he already knows
Pulls me in with the calm, no fear
But you still scream in my atmosphere
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*(Pre-Chorus – steigern, melodischer Flow)*
One touch, one glance, I’m torn again
One love is past, one could begin
But I’m stuck between the “what ifs”
And the “should’ve beens”
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*(Hook – laut, klar, emotional)*
I’m torn in two, breaking inside
One's a lie I used to hide
The other's a risk, but feels so right
I'm stuck in shadows, chasing light
I don’t know who’s real, who’s true
Can’t love one when I still feel two
You think it’s easy? Try being me
Heart split clean in 1-2-3
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*(Verse 2 – härter, direkter)*
He was hers, yeah I know that fact
But we ain’t friends now, can’t take that back
And you, you left, but you linger still
Like a ghost I can't help but feel
You talk like you care, then disappear
He’s right there, but I hold you near
And maybe I’m just chasing pain
But I can’t let go – explain that again
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*(Bridge – ruhig, düster)*
I don’t wanna be the villain in this
But why does confusion feel like bliss?
If love was clear, I wouldn’t bleed
But maybe chaos is all I need
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*(Final Hook – lauter, fast geschrien)*
I’m torn in two, this ain’t a game
One says love, one says my name
No clear path, no black and white
Just me and the mess I hide at night
I’m torn, I’m wrecked, I can’t pretend
Both feel wrong, but this won’t end
Don’t choose for me, I’ll burn alone
’Cause even with two… I feel unknown
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