I Resent You

You called me up today, disrupting my day

I don't have anything left to say

My friends convinced me you were the bad one

But I'm the one holding the gun

I blocked you out of everywhere except my life

Guess I still have hope we'll be alright

Tell me, is she really who you want?

Or is this just how you taunt?

The memory of you kills me

I don't want this stuck on repeat

If loving you was the hardest thing in my life

You're doing it right

I resent you so fucking much

I hope she loves you enough

More than I could ever

Tell me love, does it ever get better?

I shattered your fine china on the sidewalk

Snapped your heart in half like a piece of chalk

Wore your name on my heart like a badge

Yet I'm still the one that's deemed as bad

In your little game of life

You moved the pieces to score the perfect wife

And you'll guilt trip me

In a fucking heartbeat

I became the loser version of you

Someone just to complain to

Does she have any flaws?

You're probably hiding them all

I resent you so fucking much

I hope she loves you enough

More than I could ever

Tell me love, does it ever get better?

I've got to close this chapter

My other friends matter

Much more to me than you could

You're just another plank of wood

On a list of names from all those guys

You were the one I didn't want to despise

I guess bringing her up does that

And oh how i wish karma would get you back

I resent you so fucking much

I hope she loves you enough

More than I could ever

Tell me love, does it ever get better?