I started to write a song earlier in the day thinking when came back to it it would be okay... However it was not and the saddest part is the words that I had written were long forgot...I suppose it wasn't meant to be although I don't at all agree. We wake up in the morning the body aches with pains and we somehow manage to get on our feet to do the same thing while thinking to ourselves this is so insane... Even as hard as we work just can't seem to get ahead which makes you wonder why did I even bother to get out of bed... We continue to push forward not knowing why... it's not like it's going to change... So we smile instead of cry because we don't dare cry...I think it's crazy How brain washed we all are as a society and as a whole and all whom live ît we know it surely takes it's tole... we are conditioned all our lives for this role and then we pretend it's what's needed to reach our goal... Which is something they make impossible for us to do however there is an exception for a chosen few especially the ones born with a silver spoon.. Little do they know we ain't no fool.I wonder what other choices do we have? What more can we do ... We spend our best years seeking happiness that we already have and lose out on all our life that we already had. All while we wait for life... It's not like we haven't paid our dues although we no longer believe in the white picket fence a house or a wife... Or even just a boyfriend. Maybe a husband but you know what I mean and even if we do accomplish all of these things the majority of us most likely won't succeed you can give all you've got with blood sweat and tears and yet the people I've known seem to just end up with even bigger fears if you see them from a distance and they just want to scream because this was never even one of there dreams .. This is what we were taught when we were young and they made it sound like it was so much fun ... I never believed in that cult brain washing shit....never ...not once have I ever belieived in this horrific bulll shit.... not then not now not before nor after not even the slightest bit however I will continue to do the best that I can because I know wrong from right and right from wrong but yet the bottom line Is, because I am to stubborn to quit... Well the sun is rising yet again time to get up and ..yes... do it yet again.... Yes once again.. Once again...and yet again.. go ahead tell me we're not all crazy we think we are not which is Pretty crazy right? That's right
