Mother’s sorrow

Sitting in the dark, I don’t know where to start, how do I forget you? The silence it’s drowning, I’m losing my mind all the things. I’ll never see, all the words. I’ll never say how can life be so cruel, why did you have to go so soon?

Tiny fingers, tiny toes, I counted all of those. I held you as long as they let me, I knew it would be the last time. I never saw your eyes. I wonder all the time what color they would’ve been when you have looked like me or him?

Tell me what to do tell me how to move on, I’m dying every day a little more, and I don’t even mind it. Maybe if I die tonight, I’ll see the light, and you’ll be behind it.