[Intro]
Speaking is pointless.
And I'm trying to speak but no one listens.
Just listen to me can't you here me
Of course not no one cares.
No one stops to help a young soul.
All everyone does is yell and scream anymore.
And when you yell and scream I shut up thinking I fucked up.
[Chorus]
My thoughts are out of control
constantly racing in my head.
And now I'm losing control
I can't get a grip on reality.
The scarier my thoughts the worse my
nightmares get.
Everyone knows I'm afraid of the dark.
I'm losing myself can't find her.
Where the fuck is she.
And nowadays can't even survive on what I got.
I should get my shit together.
Can't keep my head in the game.
I'm losing focus my heads really spinning.
the wall in my mind are falling.
O fuck I can't stop falling apart.
And anymore I can't be sober to get through my days.
Only the sweet smell of marryjane can keep me away from my thoughts.
[Verse 1]
No medication is going to help me.
No amount drugs is going to fix my depression.
And it is all restless nights for me.
No I can't even sleep anymore.
I can't help but cry some days.
Being a Cry baby is all I'm good for.
And being alone isn't good.
That's when I feel like I'm really going crazy.
[Chorus]
My thoughts are out of control
constantly racing in my head.
And now I'm losing control
I can't get a grip on reality.
The scarier my thoughts the worse my
nightmares get.
Everyone knows I'm afraid of the dark.
I'm losing myself can't find her.
Where the fuck is she.
And nowadays can't even survive on what I got.
I should get my shit together.
Can't keep my head in the game.
I'm losing focus my heads really spinning.
the wall in my mind are falling.
O fuck I can't stop falling apart.
And anymore I can't be sober to get through my days.
Only the sweet smell of marryjane can keep me away from my thoughts.
[Verse 2]
I really shouldn't feel this way.
Why do i fucking feel this.
I'm in my head deep no one can save me.
I can't get help for myself.
And when I reach out to my family all they do is push me away.
It fucking sucks that they can't even help me.
No man or woman with a degree can ever save me.
Not even a single soul could bring me back.
[Chorus]
My thoughts are out of control
constantly racing in my head.
And now I'm losing control
I can't get a grip on reality.
The scarier my thoughts the worse my
nightmares get.
Everyone knows I'm afraid of the dark.
I'm losing myself can't find her.
Where the fuck is she.
And nowadays can't even survive on what I got.
I should get my shit together.
Can't keep my head in the game.
I'm losing focus my heads really spinning.
the wall in my mind are falling.
O fuck I can't stop falling apart.
And anymore I can't be sober to get through my days.
Only the sweet smell of marryjane can keep me away from my thoughts.
[Outro]
All my troma is coming back all at once.
O shit now here come the demon.
There here for my soul
Someone anyone help me.
O no wait a minute nevermind.
StitchedSoul_420
