You better never look back, pretend the past is a dark pile of ash and blow it away. That smile I once held is now replaced by your hate. I’m absent from what we used to be, you took my kindness for weakness now you force me to unleash the demon I caged within me. Too many times you showed me your jealousy, too many times you should have let me be, but now the Behemoth has come to feast. You broke the link that kept me sane now I have no choice but to let the evil leak from my veins. O I’m positive you made me negative now my salvation is your pain and I can’t stop until all of your happiness is drained. Hold the cup high as we toast to this final union for once it’s done we can never return to this delusion.
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I pray my soul be forgiven, I pray my love be returned. But honestly in this moment in time, I pray that you burn by my side, you want the crown but heavy is the head that bares the weight. Make no mistake, there’s definitely no changing our fate.
I whisper into the shadows and it echoes loud in the rain. I’ve given so much of myself I wonder how I’m not insane. In the corridors of my mind I feel like I’m suspended in time, so many insignificant figures wishing they could live their life like mine. I’m so tired of my emotions like volcanic type eruptions, they spill out from all sides when your the one that they focused on touching. I can feel the trembling in my body from the shockwave of regret, I wish I could start my life again, I wish I could just hit reset.
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The traffic of thoughts stream live inside my head, superior thinking is the main reason why bold lies keep me exiled on the edge of a single thread. Max rage is my terror, more spite in me than the cruel empress Hera. You might as well leap into a black-hole, cause there’s no coming back from a back door. Someone you should’ve cherished but now you’re embarrassed when you think back on the memories. You’re an enemy to me!
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